Month: April 2016

Doable Things

1. At least once every day I shall look steadily up at the sky & remember that I, a consciousness with a conscience, am on a planet travelling in space with wonderfully mysterious things above & about me.

2. Instead of the accustomed idea of a mindless & endless evolutionary change to which we can neither add nor subtract, I shall suppose the universe guided by an Intelligence which, as Aristotle said of Greek drama, requires a beginning, a middle, & an end. I think this will save me from the cynicism expressed by Bertrand Russell before his death, when he said: “There is darkness without, & when I die there will be darkness within. There is no splendour, no vastness anywhere, only triviality for a moment, & then nothing.”

3. I shall not fall into falsehood that this day, or any day, is merely another ambiguous & plodding twenty-four hours, but rather a unique event, filled, if I so wish, with worthy potentialities. I shall not be fool enough to suppose that trouble & pain are wholly evil parentheses in my existence, but just as likely ladders to be climbed toward moral & spiritual manhood.

4. I shall not turn my life into a thin, straight line which prefers abstractions to reality. I shall know what I am doing when I abstract, which of course I shall often have to do.

5. I shall not demean my own uniqueness by envy of others. I shall stop boring into myself to discover what psychological or social categories I might belong to. Mostly I shall simply forget about myself and do my work.

6. I shall open my eyes & ears. Once every day I shall simply stare at a tree, a flower, a cloud, or a person. I shall not then be concerned at all to ask what they are but simply be glad that they are. I shall joyfully allow them the mystery of what Lewis calls their “divine, magical, terrifying & ecstatic” existence.

7. I shall sometimes look back at the freshness of vision I had in childhood & try, at least for a little while, to be, in the words of Lewis Carroll, the “child of the pure unclouded brow, & dreaming eyes of wonder.”

8. I shall follow Darwin’s advice & turn frequently to imaginative things such as good literature & good music, preferably, as C.S. Lewis suggests, an old book & timeless music.

9. I shall not allow the devilish onrush of this century to usurp all my energies but will instead, as Charles Williams suggested, “fulfil the moment as the moment.” I shall try to live well just now because the only time that exists is now.

10. Even if I turn out to be wrong, I shall bet my life on the assumption that this world is not idiotic, neither run by an absentee landlord, but that today, this very day, some stroke is being added to the cosmic canvas that in due course I shall understand with joy as a stroke made by the architect who calls himself Alpha & Omega.

 

[ Clyde Kilby’s Resolutions, quoted by John Piper ]